i konw…i know…i know i didnt update my blog for very long ady.i know……but just avtime i open the blog i duno wat should i write.mayb there is sum special happenings in my life here but just i dun have the mood to write it down.or maybe this is because of my laziness oso.

Yesterday there is a birthday party of my korean fren here(yu-kun).we held a big party for him at oak house.for sure ,tat is again a night of drinking alcohol.for sure,they r forcing me to accompany them to drink again.avting happened just for so sure……well,i do drink abit after i lost in the game.really abit.tats y i didnt drunk n keep alert.3 of my frens really plan to get drunk.i really feel afraid after seeing them get drunk.they duno wat they did n oso they cant recognize who is in front of them after get drunk.they keep laughing n playing like crazy.wow….now only i knw how powerful is ALCOHOL!it can let a quiet lady became so crazy after get drunk!

well…..because of alcohol oso,finally i realizes that everyone wish to in love…..though we have friends here….but we still need sumbody to love us,care us,n treat us like pearl.this is love!tats involving two direction n only between two person.so secretly……so romantic……i thought i am brave!i thought i can survive without a guy caring me here.but i think i must b wrong.im brave…..i know….tats y i choose to came to japan alone.avthing epends on myself.but still i need sum1 to love n sum1 to care abt me.ya….i need it…..but 1 question keep confusing me…..who should be the man in my life?who should b my only mr. right?if there is really bomoh in this world.i would like him/she to tell me.who is my future man…..i feel tired to keep searching for him……

bluff….bluff….bluff….i know i keep bluffing in this blog….but just….im lonely here……