February, 2006

さびしいバレンタインデー

February 13th, 2006 February 13th, 2006
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バレンタインデー。。。何をしたらいいの?わからない。。。

a lonely valentines’ 2006 for me.hehe……its a new experience for me.didnt spend valentines’ alone for so long ady.everyone is seems so busy today….haha….nevermind.its just a day…nothing special!!!(i have to tell myself in this way) happy valentines’ day to all my friends who having couple.wish all of u appreciate ur love one n love forever!me?dont ask me….me myself also dont know what i plan to do……

将来の事は誰かわかる?だから…私の将来、私自分もわからない!

another speech contest

February 13th, 2006 February 13th, 2006
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Yesterday just finished another speech contest at azamino.thanks to ceelia for borrowed me a nice baju kebaya to wear.everybody said i was so pretty that day.hehe….that means without the baju kebaya i wont be pretty lo?

well…i did prepare a lot for this speech contest.but finally i feel like i didnt perform it very well.maybe because of my speech really too boring ady….my japanese level still consider low.cant write any interesting story …..ai….gambatte ne!suan suan!during this contest,there are no winner nor loser.haha….actually i think it should not be called as contest but just a speech performance.some of the speech really touched!they told their real life story.i can really feel the sad feeling and happy feeling they want to convey!over all……well….just a performance.i think i have done it well enough and that’s all i can tell!

thanks to naichi,siketsu n shukeat for coming to view my speech!i can feel ur courage n support!proud to have u all as friend!P2121202

sorry to my friends

February 6th, 2006 February 6th, 2006
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sorry to my friends for written my blog in japanese.well….actually that was a sad blog of mine.that i rather treat it as a secret of myself.i just want to find a way to express myself.so i choose to wrote in japanese so that not too many people understand it and still i can express myself.haha….sounds weird.well…..dont worry all my friends.i will be fine….and hoping that in the future i wont let myself to write my blog in japanese again to keep something away for all of u…..

何でもない

February 6th, 2006 February 6th, 2006
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私の気持ちが誰かわかりますか?

私は悩みがあると、誰かいますか?

誰か私に助けてくれますか?

なんか悲しいね~理由は?私は自分もわからない。。。多分自分わかるけど、皆にいえないね。。。将来の事は誰かわかるの?誰か?教えてくれて!教えてくれて!

なぜ人間はいつも悩みがあるの?なぜ?なぜ?

I am lucky Suan

February 1st, 2006 February 1st, 2006
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Yesterday chat wid amin through msn….he said he feel like i am always a lucky girl in a lot of aspects.I did have a deep thinking after chating with him.well……i agree with him.im really a lucky girl!

the 1st lucky thing that i have gained was i got the chance to come to japan.There were a lot other people that attended the interview,most of them are chinese but im the only chinese have been selected.i can only say i was lucky after all.

2nd lucky thing was i got the chance to homestay.yap,if not because of homestay,i think until now i cant even speak simple japanese.and then,actually this homestay chance was not found by myself but by kak Fara.thanks to her.i love her a lot.she is really a kind and caring kakak.homestay mama also is a very kind person,she treat me so well.care me,love me,need me,make me warm in dis cold country.

3rd thing is i got the chance of arubaito.actually its not really found by myself again.it is introduced my homestay mama.we went for lunch at a ramen shop 1 day.that boss is actually mama’s friend,so she introduced me to him and finally i got the job.yap,im really lucky.before that i still worry a lot…..worrying of how 2 find a job.but suddenly i got it so easily…..really thanks to japan mama!

4rd thing is i got the chance to participate in the speech contest of whole japan.actually i feel like im not presented so good during the speech contest of my school.but really…..thanks to sensei and all my friends.i got a lot of courage fr them during my speech.coz they keep smilling at me n gave me courage during my performance.sensei….i really hope that i wont disappointed u….i hope that i can appear in the contest at kyusyu!

5th thing is…..im so lucky to have so many friends that care abt me,loving me,take care of me, n put me inside their heart.thanks to rashid n amin who alwiz accompany whenever i wan2 do anything or i faced any troubles.they are alwiz by my side.never angry of me watever i have done!thanks to sukeat n lam who alwiz care abt me n helping me in my japanese study.and also thanks for bringing me to play around.thanks to ceelia for bringing me to ski trip and let me have the chance to get to know the other malaysia’s chinese in japan.thanks to naichi,siketsu n ron for alwiz be my good jimui in japan.thanks to av1 i know in japan,i have never been care and love by so many ppl in advance.u all let me know wat is friendship and let me feel like im a princess….hehe….really….u all treat me so well!i remembered steven said b4 ‘everyone love u,suan’….i didnt trust it at the beginning,but after i think for a while,i really agree wid him.sukeat also said b4 ‘no matter girls or boys wil like me so easily’.haha….am i really so adorable?i duno….do tell me after u read my blog,my dear friend.thanks to u all…..u all let me have a great feeling that i never had b4 in malaysia.thousand thanks to all of u!

これからもよろしくね!私はずっとみんなを愛しているよ!