starting on wed(22nd mac) i wil go for a trip to hakone where is the place which quite famous with the onsen n scenery there.well…..really quite waiting for the day before this…..i really planned a lot n keep finding he cheapest way to go there together with okaasan.a lot of unhappy memories during the way to search for the information….bt then i keep persuaded myself to nt keep it in mind n really waiting to enjoy for the trip.

well…..bt then y the 1 who were the 1st person who keep saying wana go refuse to go finally?sumore gave me some unreasonable reason……i cant understand!really angry n down when i heard abt this!sumore okaasan seem like trying to persuade me cancel the trip since the trip seem like meaningless……y?y?y a enjoyable trip turned in this way?i really worked a lot to plan for this trip n sumore went through a lot of barriers before this?bt who knws?who appreciate?

felt so angry n cant calm myslef down yesterday……sumoer okaasan keep saying sum negative things to me….downx100!bt finally i was survived bt two telephone calls.thanks to both of u!thanks for giving me a lot of advices n cheer me up!so happy to have both of u as my frens.after the calls,i tried to think in the otehr way.well…..i should do wat i wish bt nt jz following wat other said.even though that two people are nt going together anymore bt we still have 4 ppl to go…..im still nt alone….i still have another 3 ppl to go along…..i still have these two ppl who keep support me whenever i am down…..n i still have a lot of frens in malaysia who worry abt me,supporting me!powerful suan!wake up n stay happy!haha….

Evgeni Plushenko!I love u so much!!!

my new idol after olympic torino 2006.he is so powerful with his ice skating.every movement,every facial expression of him can attract audience’s attraction so easily.wow….i love him….he look so romantic when he skates on the ice.so cool n so handsome!a russian guy….i fall in love with him…he is so different compare to others.every movement seems so easy for him.spinning,jumping,watever,so smooth n never make mistake!after every skate he wil kiss his wedding ring a few times,i think he must b love his wife very much….oo…..who is the lucky gal….

Plushenko!u r the best!

baito…..(part time job)…aiyo….last time so curious to have 1,now having two baito to do suddenly feel so bored.have to sacrifice own times.last time whenever my friends invite me for any events anytime i can do.but now i always have to say sorry to friends for cant make it.aiyo….sometimes really so sad that cant join friends well.even my bro is going to move this weekend i also cant make the time to help him.so wish to go to bro’s place to have a look.so wish to see how’s his new apartment look like….how wish to…….aiyo….but then how much i wish to do all those things but still i will face a very serious problem:money problem.without money how i going to play around?without money how i going to bro’s place since its so far away?wiothout money how i going to buy the things i want.so…..what can i do is just guai guai continue my baito lo.

actually having some unhappy experience with my baito also.im now doing two baito.1 is at ikebukuro at a malaysian restaurant and 1 is near my house at a ramen shop.working in ramen shop is like working at heaven.everything is so clean n the boss is so nice.they treat me so well.even when i did sumting wrong the ynever scold me.i so appreciate this job.but the other 1 is totally opposite.im nt going to say anyting abt the baito there since i still need to continue this job.well……this is a test for me!a test of life!i should not give up!no matter how bad is the job i should keep working hard!for travel!for japanese lesson!for myself!頑張れ！！！