no matter i will be forgotten or not….

no matter what image i am in your memory….

no matter i will be back to japan or forever in malaysia….

japan…..already gave me a great memory!thanks to my friends in japan and my beloved sensei!thanks to u all..,,,

maybe suan is still the suan 1 year before. or maybe suan already became a brand new suan….

no matter wat……suan already end her 1 year study in japan.end her 1 year memorable life in japan.soon…..its a brand new starting point in malaysia.new coursemates, new living environment in university, new study environment, new friends, or maybe new boyfriend??!!hehe……

suan is still suan….no matter hate or love, i am still suan tat never can be replace… (^o^)

didnt write blog for quite a long time.keep busy n busy….

24th july,finally i finished K-STEP programme in Japan.as promised, me n the other girls wear 1 piece dress to attend the farewell party.we wanted to have a pleasure memory for our last day in Kokugakuin university.ya……i wore a blue dress tat night.(i called it princess dress ^v^ ) keep taking photos and chating with frens tat nite (even dun have time to have my dinner properly)

before th party end,all the girls climb up the stage and sing our final song to all the attendents.sayonara daisuki na hito to nippon!sayonara……sayonara…..feel like wana cry out tat moment when i saw my frens clapping under the stage n smiled at me.my heart feel warm…..thanks to all of u for supporting me n be with me for 1 year long.i wonder when can we meet each otehr again?or never?

when isyiyama-san announced that the K-STEP programme was going to the end and thank you for our attendance….i cant control myself anymore.crying like a baby…..so sad….so sad….i still duwan to leave kokugakuin,i still wana meet all my frens here,i still wana laugh n play with all of u…..when i was crying,no one dare to approach me.everyone having sad feeling on the same time too,they know they may cry out too if they approach me and give me a hug.only naichi came to me and gave me  warm hug tat time.thanks to naichi……bt….u make me cried more terribly…..bcoz u are oso my beloved frens tat i dun wana apart.

soon i may leave my beloved japan n go bk to my home country.soon i cant meet u all anymore in the future(maybe) and maybe soon i may disappear fr ur memory…..soon…..suan will no more belongs to japan……